21 September 2003
Sunday

Well today I managed to pretty much destory the Mass of Creation, but we go on. They were apparently appreciative, and I wasn't kicked out of the place.

Ok, here's the shittiness. Most everyone around me is getting in a relationship, and I'm still single. Plus the women that I've really fallen for have all gotten into serious relationships with other guys. This really really bugs me because if I'm seriously interested I'm not thinking about seeing how long it takes to get her into bed, I'm thinking about how it would be to wake up with her every day until my death. But no, they've all found other men. And it makes me so lonely. And to top it off, I finally got to see the boyfriend of one of them, he looks like more of a dork than me even. (Yes I know who is reading this and I don't care.) Maybe I should just give up on women, run to monastery, or buy a sheep. Oh, and my computer is malfunctioning too.