Thursday, January 01, 2009

1 January 2009
Thursday. 2:26am

Music: Mendelssohn, Symphony 5 "The Reformation"

To all,

Its been quite some time hasn't it? Over a year since my last blog. So many things have happened, and I think perhaps things will go well. Let me take stock a bit...

I finished my teaching credential, lost hair in the process, and went though quite a lot of anxiety. I truly didn't know if I could do it, but somehow I managed to student teach, go to class, and hold down a regular job. Now I am subbing, it pays the bills and is usually fun. Not every day, but usually.

I finished the Harry Potter series. In some ways I wish it would have ended differently, and at times I wish it would be endless. One does not want to see good things end, but perhaps the journey is the important thing.

Some friends have gone, some have come. They are all wonderful and I both treasure them and amazed that they like me!

I think I might be coming into my own after so long. My only regret with this is that it took so many years to start liking me, or even accepting myself. Maybe I'll be able to smile at myself in the mirror again, its been awhile.

And in stupid pet peeves: I need more money and my cell phone is dying!

To all who have read so far,
Cheers!

And my love to you.