Friday, October 31, 2003

30 October 2003
Thursday

I got up quite early and was finally able to visit upon Dr. Butterworth. He cleaned up, suprising to see from a prof I could always depend on to be shaggy genteel. Then we saw a movie "Good Morning, Mr. Hitler." Munich 1939 in 16mm color. Scary how real it all was, and also to my minds eye how rediculous the Nazis looked in retrospect. But chillingly, it was all real, weak Heil Hitlers and all. Slept through my mysticism class. Don't think I missed much. Esther was at choir today despite the pneumonia. I realized something more about life and the nature of love today. Oh well. In good news tomorrow is Halloween, Dad has sent me enough money to get by for a while, and I think I shall hit an antique shop tomorrow to see what I can get for pittance at the last day. I'm naughty like that.

Sunday, October 26, 2003

25 October 2003
Saturday

Yesterday was quite the day. I spent the early part sleeping. Got stuff done, attempted to rebuild the bedroom and clean the apartment in preparation for a possible date. That got nixed by a well-meaning but oblivious new friend. So I ended up going to John's party and had rather a good time. I understand John a bit better now. After that, I went to another party at Jerads, and we talked to about 4:30. Today I was awoken at noon by Jeremy for an Old Navy excursion. They had my coat on sale, but my credit for an Old Navy credit card was denied. Just makes you feel dirty. J. agreed. We talked a bit about my embarassing purchase, and it was just good to talk about stuff. And I got his Christmas present. Day was uneventful. I got a call at midnight for a party at Jason and Adams place. Stayed there for a while then went to Jack and Dans bar. Saw a number of people I knew, always nice. Went back to the party where it was primarily skanky people. Jeremy did the glass clink trick to make me chuga beer. He's so dead. Party got extremely skankified by spokeys, and so we left just in time to have the cops come and break it all up. And so to Mass in the morning.

Friday, October 24, 2003

23 October 2003
Thursday

Time is racing by. I refuse to believe that the semester is running by. Today I refurbished a lovely oil lamp. And I cracked the chimney within 2 minutes. I think that counts for something. But I have about 24 pages to type this weekend, so I'd best go to bed.

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

14 October 2003
Tuesday

I can't believe how fast the time is going. Its really quite scary. I've been so incredibly tired lately. Thesis research is going rather well. I tried marijuana for the first time a week ago Friday. Extremely overrated. And the smoke is quite hot. Otherwise, therapy isn't doing much for me. I'm scared to think of life after college, and thats about it I suppose.

Friday, October 03, 2003

2 October 2003
Thursday

Song: Chopin: Marche Funebre

I saw "Chasing Amy" tonight. Sad movie, but the people I was with didn't think it was sad. From they way they carry on, nothing is sadness, just fun, alcohol, and shit that happens. I'm pissed that they never take anything serious. No one takes anything serious around here. I'm alone on more levels than I thought.